2.28.2007

aujourd'hui est un cadeau.

hey. a new journal. i don't really neeed another one. i just love shmemily face.

umm today...was good i think.

i am a complainer.

i miss the bus and i whine. i can't find a parking spot and i get grumpy. i get cold and covered in snow on my 3 block walk to class and i’m fed up. i don't feel good, poor me. i can't stand sociology so i sit in the back and pout. the boy in front of me spills my chai tea all over me and my book and tears fill my eyes.

"i’m having SUCH a bad day."

i’m having a bad day? are you kidding me? really? am i?
pretty sure that's so wrong.

i felt so embarrassed of myself later when i realized how silly i was being.
my life is amazing. i have so much love. so much happiness. so much opportunity.

where is God evident in my character when i’m complaining about insignificant things?
i should be taking every moment i have to praise Him. He is so good.

why is it so easy to be grumpy, whiny, and complainy?
some people just like to be mad. it gives us something to talk about maybe?
i don't even know the answer to that question. but i do know that i don't want to be like that.

His love gives me something to smile about every day.
He is always faithful to bring me through every obstacle i face.
God is a constant joy in my heart. i want that to show.

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