i feel like i'm going to throw up. i am excited. i am scared. loved. believing. obnoxious. bored. excited. unwanted. happy. annoyed. cold. weird. nostalgic. stupid. free. blessed. sad. apathetic. boring. idealistic. pragmatic. full. tired. smart. empathetic. hungry. hopeful. angry. anxious. awake. unprepared. sorry. unlikely. ready. forgiven. alive.